Revelations Revealed... Sorta

While the sun is bright, or in the darkest night, no one knows, she comes and goes...

When you listen to Ruby Tuesday a lot, like I do (although its the Corrs Version), it makes me reflect on how much I'd like to be "free"... sorta... yeah... By free, I mean that I'd prefer a carefree life instead of one that could cause me so much stress and anxiety. I have not exactly had a time to breathe lately, and its horrible. No respite, no rest, and the stress is just unbearable, work, certain people, family and other aspects of my life are becoming heavy burdens to my being, and its affecting me in so many ways that I never knew of. Remember patience, I tell myself, and yet, the spell of this "pain" or whatever you can call it is just too much. I'd like to laugh. Smile. Be happy... gosh... I'm not really this emo most of the time...

Don't question why she needs to be so free...

If I become happy, DON'T DARE RUIN IT!!!

She just can't be chained to a life where nothings gained and nothings lost, at such a cost...

I would like it to be said that, although I'm not getting angry or anything, I really people and things that pull me back, can't they just let me grown on my own?

There's no time to lose, I heard her say
Catch your dreams before they slip away
Dying all the time lose your dreams and you will lose your mind.
Ain't life unkind?

Life is unfair, and the more inconsideration there is in the world, the more pain and suffering we all obtain from living, do we really need to make each others life hell??

Mere reflections... I am not EMO... gosh... yes... mere reflections